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FreeI told on you today
I finally reached my limit
I can’t…no, I won’t hide
No more lies to myself
I wasn’t protecting anyone but myself
I finally understand
By wrapping myself in a blanket of denial
I wasn’t just saving myself but protecting you too
I was silently saying it was okay
But it’s not. It’s not okay.
Never was and never should be
Not acceptable, ever.
You are the worst kind of bully
And I let you get away with it
For too long and at a price
I simply won’t pay anymore
So I am cutting you loose
Pushing what was hidden
Into the light of a brand new day.
I tore that wound open
Releasing some of the poison that has made me sick
And I am now going to begin a new life
A life without you
Goodbye my personal demon
Though I may stumble from time to time
Slightly blinded by this new light
I will adjust and I will grow
I will become stronger
And you, you will be left behind
As it should be
No longer the monster
Under my bed or h
FlightI wish I could fly
That I could stretch my wings
And find you anywhere
I would build my nest
By the window with your favorite view
So that I could catch the occasional glimpse of you
Finding all the shiniest treasures
I would weave them all into the leaves and sticks of my modest home
Just so you could see all the beauty the sunlight shows off
I would stand in that reflected light
And call you softly with my special song
Pulling you out of your exile
With shining feathers and bright eyes
I would sing my love to you
Mending bits of your tattered, tired spirit
Then sending you to peaceful rest
With the sweetest stories of purity
To gift you eternal, endless dreams of love
Nervous MovementYou're a dime a dozen in a sea of billions.
Individuality has no significance in numbers so vast.
And while this fact makes looking forward hard
we can't keep living in the past.
You're a nervous movement in a freeze frame scene.
Steady hands won't help hold up such a fragile act.
And while you take your time keeping character
you fake what you can't take back.
With nothing more than a thought we form our actions
and this is where we extinguish the lie they tried to invent.
The lie that we painted our lives without passion
well conclusions are useless with no attempt to commence.
You're a song I can't name stuck in my head.
I've listened to you before and probably will again.
And while I can hum the melody all day long waiting
for it to hit me I still won't know where you've been.
You're a gust that has never changed direction.
Nothing can touch you you're only felt as you brush skin.
And while you can't be stopped nothing lasts
nothing escapes time not even the wind.
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